of me.

am the fourth daughter of my mother and my father.

today is their 32nd anniversary of their marriage.

i was born in their 7th year of marriage. one week before their 7th anniversary.

ain't a good daughter.

the fact is am the most rebellious daughter. this year, my mother said, "sufiyyah, daring just like usual"

despite of all the bad feelings i ever had as a daughter,

am grateful for having my mother and my father as my parents.

am lucky that they didn't give me to others.

they raised me up. they provided me with everything they can.

of all things they never allow me to do, there were countless chances they had given me to experience.

of all things they never permitted me to do, they never decided for the path of my life.

i pray that all of us, ten of us, are striving to be their assets not just in this temporary life, i pray that ten of us won't drag them to the hell. i pray that we will be their assets to enter the paradise.

no more word.

am just feeling thankful. grateful. from a far place from my most beloved mother and father.