Kill them.

Am not that home-y person.

I can celebrate Hari Raya at other places.

But, when people aren't considerate about something they should have a heart as a human, i can't tolerate my revenge to not grow.

Am really mad over that issue about distance of my hometown to my workplace. I really can't accept the irrational and intolerable attitude. It really made my brain suffocated with anger and madness. It even caused branches of hatred to grow.

Yet, i really can't do anything to cure this. All i can do is to bear with it. Cry over it. Endure the feelings.

And my feelings are more complicated.

Fact 1: ain't home-y person
Fact 2 : am hurt and even bleeding when people aren't irrational and intolerable talking about it or dealing with the issue

Conclusion: what am i? What do i really feel, ha?

My collections of bad feelings:
1. Sadness
2. Frustrations
3. Anger
4. Madness
5. Hopeless: giving up

They are all painful and deeply hurt.