conflict of interest.

31st March 2016 - i just made the hardest decision in my life. T_T
choosing between things i like, friends and family. oh. i hate this kind of conflict very much!!

1st April 2016 - petrol price increased back.

2nd April 2016 - english in camp at my work place. and there's a gathering in KL regarding current political issues.

3rd April 2016 - nothing much. i just had my personal calendar full of activities again in May and April.

4th April 2016 - my teaching and learning activities should be observed, nevertheless it's postponed to today. i was directed to replace someone to attend a briefing. ~_~
i also received another hiking invitation. well.. i asked father's permission. then, i just checked my finance. okay. let's go for it.

my weekends for April and May is full of plans. alhamdulillah.

and i really want to update my Tahan's hiking story, Legoland's story and a day with my CikDiah's story. hahaha.

so, that's it. i owe one activity report to the school. it's been 3 months. *sigh*

thus, i need to focus on my career first. blog, will update ya later!

update at 21:20 hrs

i just need to cancel the latest hike. T_T i cried hard. cried hard and deep inside the heart that i went to the mosque again to find some peace. again. it's another conflict between something i need /(i decided for what i need the most) and something i want.

i only ask for God.