Mirror, mirror...

As usual, am the antagonist.

I'll never be a protagonist.

Once again, my self-image is ruined.

And they asked me why.

As MLTR sings, how can you explain, when no one understands a word you say?

Be it my intonation.
Be it my volume of voice.

Put the blame on me.

But, don't ask me ridiculous questions.

And don't ask, if you're not to listen my answers with empathy.

The mirror i've been fixing for years broke again.

I once asked years ago, a question, and they didn't answer me.

I now understand the phrase, how a stranger sometimes felt like family and family felt like strangers. Emotionally.

Don't talk about deeds we do and we did for our family. It's inevitable that naturally we'll do things for family. But, strangers.

Can you feel the difference?

Don't you ever blame me for spending my time with strangers. Coz i learnt to appreciate my family from them.

People who have the same DNA traits with me can't really accept me the way i am, who have been living life with me for more than 10 years of growing up together, i wonder if a person from different planet can accept all these flaws i have, to live life for another 20 years ahead?